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2004-09-25 - 1:48 a.m.

New Philosophy.

Yes I want it. No I don't need it.

I don't go to bars. But I went to one today because my friend is in town. I went with said new philosophy in mind, and also, I curbed my drinking to reasonable levels. (relatively) And I had a good time, and it didn't matter, and I'm not worried about hooking up with anyone. I'm not insecure about any stupid sex crap. I'm into me, and becoming more and more someone I'd like to hang out with, and it feels good.

I also went to a photo workshop party, against my better judgement. Turns out my judgement was sound, it was stupid, full of stupid photo kids. But I sat by myself and I saw a killer shooting star. I ran into Ian, who fell off the wagon. That wagon's overrated, I told him, and he agreed. Good kid, good writer, I like him. Ended up talking about god, which is always a sign I've had too much.
Sauceman was straight out of his gourd. But I appreciate that. I'm not the only one who fucks shit up. Sometimes it feels too much like I am.
In conclusion, I repeat: I want it, but I don't need it. I've got better shit to do.

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