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2006-01-12 - 1:34 a.m. Today was was too warm. There's lightning tonight. I've felt weird all fucking week. Really hostile and touchy. I'm nervous about my trip. I want it to snow until I can't see anything. Today I took a 45 minute shower and just listened to music for a couple of hours, and I felt better. It's good to do that, I think. Watching movies makes me forget myself, but it doesn't make reduce my general level of tension. I know myself, I know how tightly wound I get. I've got to keep it in check, however I can. Tomorrow I want to buy a camera. � 0 comments so far� |